I get anxiety about maintaining an erection or getting hard enough so started using viagra

I never had regular sex so in the past I’ve always took a little viagra hear and there; sometimes I’ve had sex and not got that hard (used to fap a lot or try fuck after drinking)

I wanna fuck without the Viagra, it’ll boost my confidence this is actually a huge issue for me. I think it’s a mental problem

When I’m lying next to plates in bed or fingering them i get a bit of a boner etc, is it normal to not be hard enough for penetration until shes gives a bj or hand job?

I sometimes don’t even enjoy blow jobs that much it’s like I can’t feel anything really, death grip? How long does it take to get sensitive again?

I’m going to just not take one, stay relaxed and just jump on this, if I can’t get hard enough then good because it’ll show theres an issue that needs confronting and my growths more important than a disappointed plate

I just wanted some thoughts on this, does it sound mental? Or should I get some blood work?