I don’t really have good friends . I had when i was younger but now they left me .Since i was younger i haven’t spoken with anybody outside my class , and i still have no interaction with anyone outside school. Since i live in a small city most of the people know eachother but i don’t . I rarely talk to anyone but when i do i feel easily offended by every joke they make .

I feel like i waste my teenager years which would never come back . My friends would go to partys, drink and have fun and i would 99% of the time be home playing video games , reading trp or tring to learn to code .

Feels even worse when someone asks me why i don’t have a girlfriend/ if i have , and hell bad when i hear soneone talk about first kiss , teenage love ,etc.