Ever since I started seeing the world with my "rose-tinted" glasses. I feel different..perhaps a little down...because people are so basic, boring, its bittersweet to know what reality really is, and why many people will stay blue for life.

People look at me like I'm different, more than ever, people want a sneak peek into my mind & life. People are carefully trying to press and apply tension on my frame to see if I shake. No idea if I wanted this type of attention that cuts across both my personal and professional life.

It's becoming harder to hold in all these thoughts, didn't think I would become this mystery man to people, to myself I feel like a ninja almost, deflecting the negatives that stop me from pursuing my mission.

How does keep living the red life without burning out?