I don't know what to fuckign do, sorry if this is beta but i dont know what sub to post this is in! But you guys for sure have simialiar experiencies.

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My childhood was really rough, I received no love at all and other abusive problems etc so that could be why I'm having problems right now.

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Just turned 18, had my first lovegirlfriend basically for a week then she cheated on me, got on drug addiction badly because how bad it hurt me (I was 16)

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I met this girl year ago randomly at a party, and she was special. But I was more interested in her as a person, I wasn't ready for shit because of that past thing.

We started texting (snapchat) literally every single day. We almost became like best friends, she started sharing really personal things.. invited me to her birthday party where only her girlfriends got..

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But I was never sure if she liked me. I started liking her after we've chatted for a bit, then we met for like the third time and after that I just got attached to her. She was so special. Then we lost all contact for like 5 months due to me cutting her off, due to my fucking depression and shit.

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I saw her 2 days ago at a party, we we're really close and talked for like 2 hours. She said she barely remembers even our conversations (even when she told me REALLY personal stuff that only she would tell her best friends)

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I'm just still thinking about her. Kind of miss her. Like a light appeared when I saw her again 2 days ago and she was excited too.

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I just get too attached to anything that gives me any attraction and I can't let it go. I don't know how to forget this girl, I need to. Do you have any tips?

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Sorry if this sounds messy, english isn't my native and I just smoked