Last year i stopped my course after 3 months, because i didnt like it. In the time off, i worked full-time, made lots of money and went to the gym. I dropped 10kgs, 5% bodyfat etc etc. Slept good, ate good, did interesting things.

Since september i went back to school, this year i REALLY want to make. If i make the first year, they can never kick me out again and i can do things on my time/terms. Well first 3 weeks, i basically socialized everyday with the class. Drinks, foods, going out etc etc. Really gettig myself out-there trying to make friends. Well, thats only 3 weeks right? But everytime i find an excuse not to do something.

After those 3 weeks, i had one test. Well can't go, i have to study for that test. Then papers, then an exam week. And here i am, 3.5 months later. Gained back that 10kg, got my underchin back and barely fit in my clothes anymore. Confidence drops by the day.

Sometimes during the week i work from 19:00 untill 03:30. Then i have to get up at 10:30 to be at school around 12:00. So i am not getting enough sleep, which makes me tired the rest of the day. I also cant quit the job, the job is a HUGE source of income. I get paid in one day what other classmates get paid in 2.5 days. Its also a enormous CV boost.

So basically. School 12:00-16:00. Home at 17:00. Work at 19:00, sleep at 04:00, wake up at 10:30. Offcourse this isnt everyday, but still. Some days i also have to make papers/assignments etc etc. The other days i want some me-time and just relax and do useless stuff.

What could i do?