Since I swallowed the redpill my life improved big time. I started lifting properly and im no longer a skinny cunt, I started saying yes to everything, so I now have a small social circle, I secured a job that I enjoy and has good prospects, I finally started to game girls and getting some ocasional lays....

All this happened since january 2019 when I swallowed the pill...

But the fucking oneitis hit me again... Travelled to the country where I was born but only lived 1 year (Russia) and met an absolutely gorgeous girl, literally had an oneitis since the first time I saw her. Only had time to go to 1 date, and didnt get much out of it (not even kissed)

Shes a 20yo hot as fuck student (apparently virgin but well thats what someome said...), I would never have the opportunity to get a girl like that in mhmy current country

Now im back to my southern european country, surrounded by ugly/retarded girls, and I dont even care for my current plates anymore, ive figured that they are just some ugly pieces of meat.

What the fuck happened to me? I thought I was already over oneitis and my life was doing great, but suddenly im wondering about an impossible LDR..., just wanting to move back to russia to keep meeting those beauties

PD: I know that I will cringe at this post in some months, but I just had to let this out