Where i work you can change positions and i currently have a janitorial position. One of the security supervisors randomly talked to me saying if i can get my certificate he could help me change into a security guard.

I was having a shit day at work following orders from everyone i'm basically everyones soldier i'm ordered around and can't say no.

It's a blessing, but im not buff i'm extremley introverted and cant keep or make a convo with anyone. Mind you the interaction with the supervisor was awkard as can be. I cant workout due to my forearm tendonitis i can barley move my hand to type i already set up an appointment with the doctor but they said it could take weeks to months for a consult.

I'm just comftorble where i'm at. I know, i know, "just stop being a bitch" i mean i can leap to it thats not the problem, the problem is landing it, and keep it going smoothly.