I have an excessive amount of thoughts. It feels like my brain is always overworking so to speak. Especially in social situations this can be awkard. I am not really in the moment and people can feel this and this lowers my value. I know I can be so much better!

For example when I dont sleep for a night I feel so good. Its like my brain is turned off and stops overthinking everything and I can finally be in the moment and people love it. I also resorted to drugs but most are temporary solutions and I want to live healthy. Any red piller who deals with this same problem? I appreciate any input thx!