For context, I suffer from anxiety and depression(not for long) and I met a girl and slept with her like 3 weeks back. I tell my friend that I've been low-key obsessed about her and what not. I think she's interested a bit, but maybe I'm too interested and my emotions are too strong despite keeping it red. No excessive talk since I fumbled and asked to get to know her etc and she didn't reply.

Recently I asked to take her on a date and she said when we both have time during recess which would be next week. I guess that's a rejection??

He asks me so... When was the last time you saw her?

My mind goes woosh and I'm left stunned and I can see this guy smile pitifully. Smh.

I don't know..every post I make she views. I get this sense that she may be into me but I don't know. Maybe I want her to? She was really into me last we met - that night.

Idk. Sigh. I'm pretty sure 3 guys have blown her back out by now lmao. Lost cause. Jeez man. And it's not like I don't have 3 girls who want me to smash them right now. I guess she's the only girl I've been attracted to in a while but it might have been because I smashed.

I work out every day with tangible results as of late. I go to my lectures everyday. I don't have a great social life, admittedly. But being handsome in the way that I am, I don't struggle to find girls who like me. I'm not saying this makes me perfect in any way. But... Maybe I can snap out of being so beta?