I dated the best girl ever. Yes abundance mentality i know i know but she was the best girl i've dated thus far and that'sfact so shut the fuck up about abundance mentality.

But whe ni was with her i lost my job and became very weak. Indecisive, let her lead etc. just became totally weak. she broke my heart and left me.

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How do i ever get over it? Every girl ive dated since i've never made the same mistake and feel like i owe myself or owe someone for making it right and acting like a man. But it still pains me. The girl i like the most i acted the worst around

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yea yea yea i know abundance mentality etce tc yea rhat's all good but let's be real guys, finding a girl you actually like and they like you back don't grow on trees. and don't give me that red pill, abudance stop ebing a bitch bro mentality. That's life. feels badman.

fuck me. i'd kill to reverse time. if only.