How do you deal with the jealousy

Been reflecting a lot during this quarantine.

I’ve garnered quite a bit of attention from a lot of girls where I worked.

When I was the new guy a bunch of these good looking dudes started talking shit about me. I’d walk into the beverage stations, (where they’re at) they’d go silent and leave when I tried to make conversation. even guys I’ve never said a word to are giving me attitude when I help them out.

A guy said to me, “stop sending drinks to bay 214, I know there’s a bunch of girls there you wanna fuck, I got this”. In a nutshell he said stop doing my job.

From what I can tell I do my job correctly and efficiently

But I’d always hear things like “you know that girl over their thinks you’re cute.” From a lot of the model bay hosts there. One of the hostesses started caressing my arms while talking to customers

Occasionally, are guests would call me over because their daughter wanted my number

Apart from all this I don’t even acknowledge that girls are there. I guess that drives them nuts

All my friends (not anymore) also started hating. They’d go as far as disrespecting me in front of everybody.

In a way it makes me feel lonely. I don’t have any close friends anymore. And I get ptsd just sitting in the house thinking about it.

Makes me so mad I want to punch some of them in the face if that ever happens again.

Anyways if any of you go through that, how do you deal with the loneliness and anger that your peers create?

I feel like an outcast