When i was 14 years old i moved to my father because of different reasons.At first everything was alright but since like 8-10 months he is abusive towards me.

He is depressed and doesn´t meet friends at all.Also when he comes home from work,the first thing he does is start drinking.When he is stressed about work or family situations i will be the one to feel it.He told me several times how he had many disappointments in his life but i am the biggest one...how he never wanted kids (i have 2 other siblings,both living with her mother).Somedays he won´t talk to me at all,not even greet me and i have no idea why.

Yesterday i threw the trash in the wrong container.He knocked on my door,pointed towards it and said what the fuck is that?He punched me and told me to fuck off.My self-esteem is suffering from it and i notice first signs of depression in my own.

Im not earning enough money right now to move out on my own.Im living in germany and i read i can go to a "youth office" and talk to them about it.They will send someone over to have a look at the situation and if its fit they will help me financially to move out.

Right now i fear doing that because once they are here maybe he will punch me or what not but its the only possible way to save myself and get out of here.

Other than that i don´t know how i should deal with him...im sure few guys of you experienced something similar,maybe you can give me some tips about such an situation.