Okay i am little bit mindfucked or outplayed or outdreaded.

Try to overcome the formatting and engliah ia not my first language. Writing from mobile

Story is that i have something going on with my college classmate if you could say that. At first she was eager to do anything with me, invite me over etc at the time i didnt go further than makeout + some intense touching because i didnt want to ruin my friendship with a dude who likes her. Meanwhile we have been going on and off making out in risky situations ( we both want to keep it secret since nobody practically knows ). There have been weeks where dont speak at all and i dont initate the conversations. She tends to ignore me pretty often but inperson she likes me touching her. Now i had a situation where i had girl over my place and she knew that somehow and said that there is no point to talk anymore since one day i am with one and the second day im with another. Then i tried to justify that nothing happened and she was pleased with that answer and invited me to visit her while shes working in the summertime at another country. Day after that we met up and made up some and she is ignoring me again. Now she even said that isnt it easier to forget about everything (shit test?). We are meeting up 1on1 today. What would you do in my situation cus i feel like im totally in her frame.

All i wanma do is pretty much bang her nothing else.