Alright, so I had met this one girl (18f) while at my college and we had talked for a few days or so. This girl already has a boyfriend in her home town who is the same race (Latino) as her but she revealed to me that she has a strong preference people of my race (African-American) and I could feel the chemistry so I tried to get at her. In my mind I was thinking that she did not just reveal that to me randomly. Anyway I was in her dorm on night when She asked if I was a virgin. Of course I lied because I felt like I would be played if I told the truth. After I told her this, I could tell that her interest grew dramatically. Over the course of the next few days she would hug me affectionately and then would actually pretend we’re a couple. One day I actually got fed up and just told the truth that I was a virgin. After those words came out of my mouth she would ask me questions about why I won’t do it. (For me the answer is that I don’t know how to spark up anything sexually because I’ve never tried to with any female. ). My answer for her was that I’m not trying to risk having children because in my family a condom broke and made me an uncle. Of course she laughed but now I feel like she lost some respect for me and can tell she wants to drift away discreetly (which I don’t care about) but I actually like this girl. Should I had just kept lying? I know this is a red pill chat and I’m working towards it but I know I have beta traits when it comes to getting girls.