After exercisr trp principles in my life for 5 months, i get many chances to lose my virginity but still, here i am.

1-Met with someone in university library, drug addict, skinny one. Got blowjob in faculty nonetheless did not have sex. I did not sexually attracted to her and she was dirty also so i skip it for two times even i had chance. No problem. 2-In my home town i met with someone that new in there and living alone in a apartment, some shit tests like 'what are you looking for', 'why me' and then kissing and so on. Leave her to home with car, did not ask to join her. Even she were cool after that, her family came and i also left the city so no score. Problem is, when i got home, i immediately mastrubated but i did not think about it. 3-Yesterday i open a tinder profile, got match and arranged a date. Same night she asked me to come her home. I hesitated even she asked for second time. While this conservation taking place, i start to mastrubate. After i missed the chance as thrilled and broke frame, i realized i may have a serious problem.

I don't watch porn too much, actually i reduced but maybe it have already damaged. I start to think i am unconsiously make it hard as i scare as it would be my first time. Or am i addicted to mastrubating? Also i have premature ejaculation i guess.

Does anyone experienced same things? What should i do?