Yeah, I know, I know, I read the sidebar. But I'm in a particular kind of shitty situation.

I have a habit of procrastinating and cramming at the last moment. It worked all through middle school, and I got straight As easy. As soon as i got into high school a couple months ago, everything changed. I suddenly had no time whatsoever to cram.

So I tried out for a couple sports teams: football, soccer, wrestling, basketball. I didn't have time to practice, and I admit, it was all my fault. Anyway, all this caused people to laugh at me.

Problem is, after training and tryouts were over, almost all clubs sign up date has passed. Except one club-debate. However, I procrastinated on that also, and I didn't get in. And the guy who did get in is the guy who shits on me and bullies me all the time. I'm so pissed off at myself, cause thos gives him so much ammunition.

I'm also not popular, at all. I'm not that liked, I get left on open, I don't get invited anywhere, people don't text me or talk to me in class.

Help?