I am bald guy who have had significant confidence issues through out the life. I am 30 now and shave my head. I am short (5'7") and SE asian.

My forehead is always oily. I look slim. My face has no glow at all. Whenever I see other men I think what an ugly face and body I have. I have been doing exercise on and off but I am not jacked up. I bath twice and don't smell. Asian and Indian girls run away from me like I am some sort of repellent. I don't know why.

I just ordered whey protein to build some muscle but tbh, its gonna take long time to build muscle. I don't know if I will be ever have jacked up body ( read beach body).

I like white, european and russian girls. Beside occasional smile I don't get anything. Since I am already 30 and never had girlfriend I don't know what to do.

I am very much frustrated with myself and my lack of success with women.

What shall I do to have some success with in next month or two ? I am not looking to become Chad but do want serious relationship and potential marriage.