I went on a coffee date earlier today with a cute girl I met at a bar last weekend. Despite what one could expect the furnishing of the cafe sort of allowed for physical contact kino and the setting was really nice.

We hit it off and eventually start walking home (same general direction the first while). All is well until I have to go in one direction and she the other. She says she had a nice time and (in kind of an awkward way) hints that she hopes we meet again.

Now, this is where my first fuck up happens. I kind of just reply with an awkward "Yeah :-)". This is also where my second fuck up happens, I couldn't tell for sure whether to go for the kiss or not (the fact that the amount of kino was limited in the cafe didn't help either...) So, me being the pussy I still am (DESPITE her smiling and looking straight into my eyes facing directly towards me) hugs goodbye and basically starts walking away without looking back.

Fuck me, right? Is this a completely lost cause to pursue? If not, what do I even do?

Right now everything I'm realizing everything I could and should have done differently so I'm so damn frustrated.