I guess this is more of a rant than a request, but anyway, here goes... I'm 16, the eldest son of 3 in a single-mother household and it basically falls to me to have many of the parenting responsibilities of a father but the limitations of a child. I have to deal with my own mothers shit testing all the time, even though I'm her lesser she still shit tests me all the time. And there's no way out of it other than moving out, as I can't put myself above her and have much control. The reality is I have no real masculine guidance other than TRP. I currently only have myself to be responsible to, and that's how it's been most of my life. It's a Christian household so I can't actually have a gf without breaking rules, so there's little social proof to be had, and since I don't even have a vehicle yet or a job again (we just moved city) I have very limited freedom. I need some advice on the steps I need to take to develop myself, because while TRP is great, it can sometimes get difficult to find relevant advice to someone my age. I crave guidance from someone I know to be alpha.