I get too far in to my mind far too easily. If she takes a long time to reply to my text I start thinking why and I am lead down this rabbit trail of anxiety. If she is a little protective of her phone I start thinking why again and back down the rabbit trail (to be fair I'm also protective but I don't really have anything to hide). And other related bullshit like this.

The weird part is, I'VE broken up with her before and did just fine while she was texting me shit like "I need to forget about you please make this easier for me you know I'm weak I can't handle this".

(Got back together with her, likely the biggest mistake I'm making but my dick knows this is the hottest girl I'll catch for a while).

Its like, if things are black and white (We are done 100% or we are together 100%) I'm fine. But if I am put in a questionable position where I don't know how she is feeling or what she is thinking it just FUCKS my anxiety to no end and I start acting emotional and like a retard.

Its like a weird mutation of oneitis help.