Here's the situation. I've been an incel all my life, then I came to college and bossed up. Started fucking more, got game, lifted, etc. I was doing very well in all facets of my life up until quarantine hit and now the last time I've fucked was back in April, so it's been a solid minute. I met this girl who is really into me and I'm really into her as well. Easily one of the hottest girls I've ever talked to. A few days ago she wanted to come over and fuck me, she basically said it straight up but I kinda tweaked out and said don't come over, just because of my anxiety about fucking her. I'm just worried I won't perform as well as I should/as she's used to bc I'm sure she's had some good dick as she's a bombshell. Either way, I'm stuck in this mental block bc I could fuck anytime I want, I'm just nervous to pull the trigger on it because it's been so long, and tbh she's just really hot. Anyway, I think sometime today or tomorrow I'm going to invite her over again, have a few beers and get a bit drunk then do it and my anxiety shouldn't be a problem.