I have been bearing the weight of a lot of shit on all fronts. I lost my friends because of one girl and the girl.

I've beaten myself to a fucking pulp on the inside because I know I'm so much better than what everyone has seen and I can't fix the damage.

It's like all she had to do was actually listen to the words I told her instead of trying to find hidden meaning and everything would have been fine.

Any real veterans here that can set me straight I would really appreciate a PM.