I get left out of 95% Of social gatherings within my friend group. When I initially meet people I like, I’m very outgoing and my friends pull up to my house out of nowhere so we could chill and go clubbing.   I have BPD, so I sometimes go through bouts of depression and my friend group slips away, often permanently, until I find a new one, which takes a while. I lift everyday, and I’m on Wellbutrin to regulate my mood, but I’m cut off from everyone and don’t know what to do. Almost everyone in my town knows me but don’t want to chill with me anymore. The people at my college used to be my best friends, but they are gone too...