I've been fucking with TRP for so long, got theories down, built a body, started caring about myself more. Just improved myself tremendously. Got a good career set up when I finish my school. Basically I'm getting shit going.

But here is what kills me. I'm still alone, no plates, no sex buddies, just me and my hand. And thats fine, I don't need a girl to make my happy.

Yet all these guys I know, blue pilled as fuck. Pull massive amounts of pussy and it doesn't make sense.

J, centered his life around a borderline personalty woman. She used him fully, leeched his money, all his time. Everything. Nearly got him arrested multiple times. Traumatized the shit out of him. But he stuck around for love. He comes to me one night on the verge of suicide but I slap some fucking sense in to him and he finally ditches the girl he's been in love with for years. Btw they never dated she was fucking multiple men. J's is also out of shape as fuck and like 5 ft 7. Not a week after I spout knowledge on his ass he "stumbles" upon this amazing woman he's been dating for months. Brags to me about how she gives him and does everything for him all the time. I've been on a dry spell for fucking MONTHS.

K, 28 years old. Gambling addict loses thousands a week. Doesn't have a car because he got in a DUI accident and lost his lisense for a long ass time. Can't go to bars. Only thing he has for him is his huge height. Apart from that basically his life is fucked up. When I talk to him about his encounters with women he is bloopie as hell. Takes them out to resteraunts first, pays, and if they don't want sex with him after because "guys just use me for sex" he will gladly eat her out while recieving nothing back. Fucking guy still gets laid by like 2 new girls every week.

M, the most bloopie of them all. His girlfriend cheated on him (for me)(this is the last girl I had sex with 6 months ago). His girlfriend told him straight to his face he sucks at sex and likes me fucking her. Yet when I was done with her he took her back because "love". She broke up with him multiple times after to ride CC and he always took her back because "love". Buddy is an asbolute bonafide loser. No future. 32 and broke. Taking a degree in a field becoming obselete. Complete bloopie with unrelenting oneitis. Yet women are flocking to this glitch of a human being.

And here I fucking am. 20 years old. 2 years away from a degree gauranteed to pay 70k starting. Workout and have a nice body. Read redpill religiously. Approach and practise game whenever I find a woman to talk to. Yet here I am, I ain't got SHIT. I got rejections, I got friendzones, I got orbiter stats. But I ain't got SHIIIT.

Is it possible that I'm so fucking hideous girls just can't stand me? Because I personally think I look decent and I've had complements saying I'm kinda cute. Like what the absolute fuck gives, 6 months and not a single girl has shown interest in me.