Prety simple.

I'm working on improving myself. Lifting and keeping fit. Working on a somewhat decent career, have some hobbies I feel really passionate about.

But while I'm doing it I look around and see so many hot woman. Especially the 18-20 year olds, and I feel like I am missing out.

I'm almost in my 30's now and I still have a tonne of work to do. And I cant get the idea and frustration out of my mind that I am missing out on these beautiful young woman. Seeing them is like a drug to me. They are gorgeous with this fun feminine energy, just drives me wild.