A young girl joins the group. Not really interested but why not to test myself(?).Good eye-contact, having fun and decent kino. A friend of mine, +1 in beauty, decides to try his luck on her. Without Trp (or sidebars+book , his approach would have looked decent, but just now i realized how he was looking needy and insicure. The friday night goes one, they drink a lot and smoke a little while i stay sober. The girl then just start asking silly questions: which i ignore or reply with "Why do you even care?". I was just being a douche while still having fun myself. The +1 guy goes then for the kill and totally blows. The time has come for us to go home. I'm with her + another friend (totally not an alpha). We joke about the night and random things (moslty me and her where talking) and then she just start asking "Why do you make yourself so precious?" (By being mysterious and not replying fully to her questions). I look her in the eyes without any responses and when she drops eye contact i just keep walking. "Oooouuh! Roasted" The other friend replies.

Now, i really had fun that night but maybe i looked too much of a dick. What do you think? I was really insecure about myself before trp and starting improving but maybe my being a dick is just another way to show my insecurity. How can i not lose my way to become a true alpha and not just turn in a jerk (which i anyway consider better than mr old nice guy me.) Thanks