Let me first say im not bitching and that english is not my first language.
I have long narrow face with recessed chin and jaw. Its both genetic and from mouth breathing. I admit im insecure sometimes (i never cried about it to anyone or showed any insecurity ever).
Im tall, muscular, dress well, confident, have interesting life. All the girls i had were average and even below average. I have feeling its because my face makes me look submisive and beta. Its really not my behaviour so dont tell me that it is. These girls liked me but soon as some guy with attractive face showed interest they would cheat. Also i was called creep multiple times and when my hot friend did same thing it was seen as flirting and girl would blush. At my work my opinion is constantly dissmised and seen as invalid. When hot coworker says same thing after me he is praised for being productive.
This is not all in my head. I see this in other men also. Sometimes i think its shit test but women told me "eww leave me alone creep". I tried growing beard but my genes wont let me, makes me look even worse and homeless with all the bald spots. Now im thinking about plastic surgery, chin implant or something like that. This is just frustrating that i must date really down for girl to stay loyal.