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I'm working at a great job, making good money. Have no debts, have my own apartment, driving my own car.

But throughout all my life i push forwards to become an entertainer. Probably i love the attention hat i get from people. Tried many things, from doing a Travel Vlog to having my own band. Yes, people did enjoy everything i did, but not in the amounts that i wanted to. Basically to sum up, nothing i did succeeded. I know i need to keep on going and doing things, but at this moment i don't wanna do Travel Vlogging anymore and since i have some base, i can't start pushing myself because of it. Same with the band. And i have no idea what i want to do next.

I just don't want to settle down with making good money and that's it.

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Is this a "art crisis" i'm going through? How to recover from this?