met a girl in college library, we talked for an hour, it was ez effortless, i got her #, hit her up a two days later to see if she wanted to chill. this time we kicked it for 5 hours & it was same as before, IOI's, etc

she had a late class & I had to go home- she played with my hair a bit, I said goodbye and went for a hug. But she simultaneously turned towards her class and I ended up accidentally yanking her back and she said "oh okay." it was awkward and the discomfort was mutual. I said 'not a hugger?', she said 'I am but like we just met'. Since she had literally just been playing with my hair that definitely caught me offguard & all I could spit out was a 'fair. see you next week' w/out even really looking at her.

If that was a shittest, I failed it for sure lmao I haven't talked to her since after giving some time for the awk to dissipate i'm going to find her in the library and just act like it never happened.

disclaimer: other girls are in the picture, but they bore me to tears. Which is why I want to salvage this if possible, because she was legitly entertaining and I find a girl w/a brain once per three years. Valley girl stupid syndrome is rampant in my location