It's not fun. I beat myself up hard and the presure to game all the time is stressing me out to the point of bringing me down. All the missed opportunities. I know it's not exclusively what trp is about but I'm 20 and pussy is all I can think about. Nofap is not helping either. I feel like time is running out. I can't deal with this shit it's making me depressed. I thought game was supposed to be fun.

I want to just focus on myself but I feel like I might just be hamstring because I'm too nervous to approach. Maybe I'm not just in the right place I can't even be happy on my own.