When I was 19 I moved from eastern european to wealthy eu country to study. First months where nightmare - limited money, no friends, etc. Now, 2 years later I have high paying job and great social circle and everything looks great.

Too bad if I want to continue my education I need to move to the capital ... just got the news. Pretty much I have 1 month to pack my stuff and move to a new city where I know noone, I don't speak the local language and it's borderline impossible to find an apartment.

I have everything set up here - friends, plates, job, apartment for myself in 10/10 location. On the other hand when I think about it I know the right decision is to move - the new city has much more work and study opportunities. Even though my current job is amazing for the moment and I'm making more money than most people my age, there is no room for growth. I wanted to move to the capital since the day I moved to this country, yet when it is finally time to do it I have so much resistance. The quality of my life right now is better than ever and it seems that I'm afraid that I wont be able to set it up to this level once I move to the capital.

Even I don't know what was the point of this post. I guess here is the only place where I can share what's up currently with my life. Happy holidays, guys.