I found TRP and it made me excited to lift and go to the gym and improve myself in general. All this started cause my bitch ass caught feelings for a girl just by looking at her then didn't have the balls to talk to her for the next 6 depressing months.

But i was at the gym in the midst of my excitement feeling of going in the right direction, then i saw this guy. 6' tall white dude in good shape and a nice sleeve on his left arm.

Immediately i thought of that girl and said to my self "he could easily get her. and she could easily get him. Where the fuck do i fit in?"

Yeah i can lift and get rich but i'll always be 5'7, i'll always be brown and i just feel like no matter how much effort i put in, ill never be the guy that a group of girls look at and think "damn".

Came home pissed and depressed feeling like "wtf is the point anyways"

Thoughts?