This week was the worst. My salary was delayed due to the company sending it to the wrong adress, had to borrow money that was lost due to some transaction errors, had some female coworkers talk some serious shit about me and smear my name, colored my hair and it ended up terrible, had to recolor back, my bike broke down, ruined a friendship etc.

Dont think I have ever had this much unluck in one week... My girl sees me as a failure and probably wants to dump me. Told her about all that happened and she is barely talking to me anymore

I have no motivation to train or study, I feel like jumping down somewhere....