Hey guys,

Public speaking has always been one of my biggest weaknesses because I get way too nervous. I had a presentation for a spot at student government today after making the initial cut. I lost the election, getting 2nd out of 3, although apparently the last guy sucked.

I feel like a beta bitch right now. Would’ve teared up on the walk home if I let myself, and considered texting exs for confirmation like pussy, even though I didn’t.

I guess my question is where to go from here. Currently at a deep personal low that I haven’t felt in a long time. Don’t have a father figure to screw my head back on straight, so any comments would be appreciated. Thanks guys