basically fucked up the whole thing with a 9/10 virgin who doesn’t drink, smoke or party and is looking for the “right guy”. I didn’t really invest time into her nor did I try to get to know her better and ask her about her feelings thus couldn’t make her start talking about herself by herself. So I’m about to text her that I’ve met a lot of girls but never felt this before, even tho I barely know her.

Will also add something like this (just a collection of thoughts):

I was afraid of making you feel unconfortable, as you are so much different than the other girls and meant a lot to me. that’s why I was talking a lot of bullshit which didn’t make any sense... didn’t want to overwhelm you with questions about your life blablabla I feel so weird for feeling the way I feel for you without even knowing that much about you, I know it’s crazy..... I’m totally fine if you just want to move on, you deserve a better man. go on and block me.....

Should I tell her that she deserves a better man?

You think I can recover the whole thing? What if I do? What should be the first thing I talk about with her? How can I make her talk more about herself and her feelings???? We are just texting for now tho, she is living abroad.