Currently in university and at 22 years old i'm a little older than these girls here, was in a 7 year LTR and feel rusty as anything.

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Girl invited her 2 childhood friends over that live quite far away so only see them every few month, the girl invites me to her friends drinking in the kitchen and they pour me a drink and tell me i'm coming out with them, I tell them only if another guy from the flat comes and they get someone to tag along and all is good.

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Long story short one of the girls is way too drunk and doesn't get let in to the club so we all walk home and say we'll drink in the flat, we get home and 2 of the girls are fully fuked and go straight sleep so me and this girl tell each other we ain't going sleep and walk out into the city at 2am and literally just walk and talk until 5am without drinking anything. I've got a 9am start and promised each other we won't go sleep, we get back and goto the kitchen and she says it's too cold in there so we goto my room and at that point I wanted to do something but problem is I wasn't 100% sure she was into me etc so I left it and we just talked.

Then I was on my PC chair and she stood up and got on top of me and we kissed and fondled etc and it went into the bed with the same actions etc.

But then one thing that messed me up and made me into beta mode she said 'I shouldn't really be doing this' and I thought she meant period etc but then she said like 'it's nothing to do with me but to do with you' and I really wanted to know what she meant by that but she kept saying she's loyal and wouldn't say anything to me and said 'it's not my place to say' and I kept asking what it was but she wouldn't tell me at all, but looking back I guess it had something to the girl that lives with me maybe she likes me as i've got that impression before. Then the girl that I live with started to ring her and ask where she was so she got worried and pretty much left and went to speak to her as she didn't want her friend to know what happened.

Just wondering what you guys think to the comment she made and although I know I fuked up badly I really wanna talk to her but she has gone home and I guess my only option for contact is through the girl that I live with which i'll be seeing in around 4 hours.