I know I know. Sounds beta af. But let me explain.

I used to date this girl. Was nothing too special, I'd say a 7/10 at most. But she had a cool personality and the sex was beyond amazing. Due to vastly different schedules, there were some weeks where we didnt see each other at all and everything kinda fell apart.

She told me to make more time for her and I promised I would. But the weeks after that, didnt really get better. So one day she just calls me (3-4 weeks after she had told me to make more time for her) and tells me we have to talk. At that time I felt like, trying to accomodate for her again would just make me a beta. So I just said:

We have nothing to talk about, lets just end this. And I deleted her off my phone, blocked her on social media and so on.

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Couple weeks later she calls me and tells me: she wants to explain herself and wants to talk about some things that happened. And I just tell her, we have nothing to talk about. And since then we havent met or talked again. It has been a about 8-9 months now but I really miss her. And it seems like the second I was gone, she had found her "big love" (I learned from friends). This is actually really depressing for me, as I always felt like I was the best she could get (I know sounds arrogant) and that she would come around again and want me back. But now I feel this emptiness ...