I’m sixteen. I found TRP months ago but have found it incredibly difficult to apply what I’ve learned (I’m homeschooled + disabled + can’t drive so can’t get a normal job to fund my Getting the Fuck Out Of Here). I’ve been trying to get fit but I have very limited space (I share a room with my insane sister in our tiny apartment) and only equipment I own is 20lb weights. The apartment building I live in has a tiny gym that I’ve never been in before so I thought I’d check it out today. Walked in, got terrible anxiety from being so close to another human, and did a 360°. I’m sitting outside feeling the eyes of people walking in and out and feeling like a stupid asshole.

I need motivation. Someone yell at me.