Sometimes I remember the days when I was a virgin full-on beta. No girls no lays. I felt sad and pathetic most of the time. Had zero confidence and this also reflected in my work and salary. Also, I was out of shape. I had suicidal ideation almost everyday of my life back then.

Then one day I met this beautiful older woman and we started a long distance relationship. Crazy monkey sex was guaranteed almost everyday. It was beautiful while it lasted but being the beta I was my heartbreak once the relationship dissolved was atrocious. I remember the day we broke up I cried over a bottle of whiskey like a sad little bitch. I was still very beta back then.

After that I discovered the red pill and my transformation began. My attitude changed. I started going to the gym. I decided to leave girls to the side for some time and focus on myself. Every aspect of my life improved with time including finances. I kept improving until I was able to attract women with relative ease and get lays. There was no attachment. There was no crying or dependency. Just straight up fun. One day I knew I had changed for the better and that was when I met this girl slept with her on the second date. It felt easy and fun as well. But I kept developing in my confidence level util I reached the point when I could get a lay in 10 minutes (no joke here).

One day I was staying at this hotel and met this random woman in the corridor. She was a bit drunk but I followed her to her room where her boyfriend was sleeping. She put something there then I dragged her to my room. We talked a bit, smokes some cigarettes and drank a bit of wine. She could tell by my demeanour what I wanted without me saying it so I undressed her and fucked the living shit out of her. She kept shouting "FUCK me HARD!". Which I did and the next morning she woke up with a strained hip.

My transformation was complete. I'm not gonna say I'm full on alpha but definitely more alpha than the virgin beta I used to be.