She technically didnt reject me. I hard nexted her because she was trying to make me orbit. The problem is that all our classes are together and she told some of our friends that im ignoring her, and they interact with me less now. She's just draining my energy and it's 10 times worse when she talkes about other guys(which she saves for times when i'm near her). She's really kind to me which is even worse. When I flirt with other girls she gets visibly upset and mumbles out answers to the teacher (this makes me very happy which is stupid). Im telling myself that im better than this and I shouldn't give a fuck about her but I just can't even fake being happy. Probably should have soft nexted since I see her everyday but i'm way too deep now. How do I not appear butthurt?