So I'm 16, Jr year, just moved cross country. I've suspected that I've had low testosterone for almost a year and a half now. In my freshman year, I had a pretty high sex drive and would flirt with almost every girl effortlessly but wouldn't get laid because I was just flirtatious and didn't know how to seal the deal.

Around 10th grade, all my shit started to tank. I got bad with girls, was oblivious to ioi's even tho I had a hb9 obsessed with me, was too much of a spaz to do anything. Couldn't flirt, and I blamed it on Adderall. So I stopped taking it. Problem is that it continued. I could still flirt with a girl if I got into a good 1 on 1 action with her, but just not that really flirtatious personality that I know I am and can have.

This year, I've fingered ~4-5 girls and fucked 2 others. That's ok I guess, but I have to have a good 1 on 1 energy if that makes sense. 1 of 2 things has to happen: 1. She approaches me first and lays out heavy iois or 2. I approach her over Instagram (it might be approach anxiety in a different form, I can approach fine I'm just not good at flirting.) Before I moved last month, I had a doctor recommend me to get my testosterone checked because I said something about not having morning wood and not getting turned on by kissing or anything. I moved almost immediately without getting it written.

So now here I am without a PCP to get my T checked. My parents moved to get a better job to make my life better, but now they don't have fucking time to set me a fucking appointment. They won't give me the information or anything so I can get it done. I'm stuck with a low ass sex drive that used to be higher, and a huge amount of demotivation and anger. I'm 16. There was a week where I had normal sex drive because of working out really hard for a week and it freaked me out because I never felt something so strong. I shouldn't be surprised. I hate having to fucking rely on my parents for my own health. It's making my high school experience miserable as I know I can get pussy but because I don't have any fucking social status here and no drive to get it. I also have almost no drive to actually get pussy. It's fucked. I'm so fucking pissed about this shit my parents need to get shit done or let me get it done.