I have social anxiety brought in by my addiction. I have developed ED due to my porn addiction and I have hit rock bottom damaging my nervous system.

Anyway, today I restarted my journey on becoming clean and healing my body and ED. I decided to come out of my shell and start talking to random girls and pulling numbers.

Day 1 today, I went to the market and saw this cute girl. Went up to her and started a conversation, got her number, told her we should meet up somewhere and she agreed . We said our goodbyes. I was anxious as fuck but I guess I handled it pretty well.

Anyways she texts me first and I reply. Then 15 minutes later, I send her another text saying: "Lemme know if you wanna pass by, I live around here..."

Yeah I want to fuck her of course and I didn't want to wait till the weekend lol. Of course there's the risk of my ED ruining it but I thought I could make it up by going down on her or fingering her.

I didn't want her to see me as a friend and thought I should go for the kill. I also don't want to play the waiting game, either she's in or out. Anyway, is this a good move or did I mess it up?