Hey guys after swallowing the pill i started to get another vision of things (still working on myself ) I started to take better care of myself not listening to people's opinion , started on imposing myself got raid of the shitty ppl i used to deal with .... my connection circle got smaller i'm only keeping the ppl i got benifits from closer to me ! And always expecting and having in consideration the Fact that they might leave i gained this state of mind by loosing too much ppl so it became something normal for me !

Still have some insecurities to work on ... i got another vision of evry female on the outside i've no Fear in approaching someone but i just don't feel the need to because i've bigger issues to work on as my stability !

But still wondering what are your thoughts about those guys on the street that over validate women and are capable of bending the knee on the street just make thier little show and get thier numbers .. still wondering this might be stupid but some succeed and they get what they want ... if a women has choice why wouldn't she go with someone like that trying to be entertaining to her evrytime ? 7

And yeah i'd like some advices whenever i'm talking to a girl i just don't have much what to say just small talk and feeling of loosing evrything so i just shut my mouth and say nothing so it becomes boring with time (im much of a listener in my nature )... specially with shy girls it's a real torture you gotta make all the work asking answering and shit .... is there a way to get those shy girls more comfortable without loosing my frame ?