My most immediate issue is I'm not sure whether or not to let my mom get me a car. She has said I'll have to do errands and drive my sister around. My sister doesn't pull her weight around the house and generally treats me like crap. Despite this, and since neither of us have an SO, we have a very close relationship, and she finds me really funny and likes me, but if she can get away with treating me like shit she does so. Anyway, needless to say I don't owe her driving her around all the time. And my dad has spent enormously more amounts of money on her than me, and could easily pay for her to take uber around. At this point, I've been specific enough if anyone in my family found this thread they would know it was me, which would have very bad consequences for me. I assume after the post has died I should delete it? Anyway, although having a car would mean I could much more easily begin pursuing sex, driving is a waste of time (compared to being able to use your phone or do productive things on buses or in lyfts), and although my mom apparently will be paying for a bunch of things, its a huge hassle to relearn driving to pass the drivers test again, get a drivers license, insurance, maintain a car, risk being responsible for accidents and breakdowns. In an uber or lyft you aren't at fault for an accident if it happens, don't have to maintain the car, or drive, and uber and lyft drivers are probably much safer drivers than me. You also don't have to park, risk getting toed and stuff. What do you guys think? Compared to most dudes, I'm not very thirsty. I've been dealing with not having a girlfriend for basically my whole life. And the one pussy that fell into my lap which was prolly between a 5 or 6, i realized after two dates was a revolting creature i had no interest in. I fucked an escort in amsterdam to lose my virginity, and had a really disappointing experience. With a condom you barely feel anything. I can't imagine how much money, time, and soul a hot girlfriend could suck out of me. I was way out of the pussy that fell in my lap's league and she still would pull stupid bullshit on me. That's prolly because I'm an inexperienced nervous wreck. Still I cringe in revolt at the memories of her. I made out and felt up a pretty hot chick when i was 16 at a party but was such a nervous wreck i didn't even pull down my pants when she asked me to (I know its bad I'm quite certain I actually have an anxiety disorder which do all kinds of stuff to manage). At this point I'm droning on and on. Its so odd spilling so many secrets I haven't told anyone on the internet (I might never tell anyone i know about fucking an escort in amsterdam) to people like you but truly yours are maybe the only opinions I will take seriously.