Hey guys so after being unemployed for 6 months because of covid , i finally have not 1 but 2 serving jobs

Long story short , girlfriend i was in love with cheated and moved on with guy who i feel is beneath me . Killed my confidence.

Here are my goals . #1 gain 25lbs ( im 5'10 145 lbs . Lifts are Bench-200lbs , squat -250lbs and rackpull- 430lbs . Been lifting for awhile, i have the tools and know how . Just dont eat enough until now)

2 upgrade the car. Currently drive a 2016 Hyundai veloster stock. Owe $7,000 . I want a 2011 Nissan 370z for $14,000

3 i want my right arm completely coverd in tattoos, no colors . I have ideas for what i want ( im left handed and only want my right arm )

4 i want specifically a all black male German shepherd pup .

All of these require money. My question is how do you all stay sane working 6 days a week , long hours? Since the breakup ive had some plates but let myself get too skinny because of coke and adderall ( done with both) . I just want to focus on me for 1 whole year .

How do you deal with the loneliness and the thought that your goals are so far away? . All advice will be helpful!

Edit #1 just wanted to say i am looking forward to posting exactly 1 year from now and see how far ive come .