So, I know this sub is mostly about spinning plates if possible but I want to get into a relationship, I know it won't be too serious and she knows that too.

I in in college and I am more than 25 ( yeah you can guess how much more ) years old haha and she is 20. I was sitting in a cafe in school last year and she seemed so beautiful that I was staring her whole the time and she had changed her place I had thought she was annoyed or something. Then, we had the same classes in August last year, I met with her through a friend in summer school, soon I realised she was into me all the time since I stared at her in February or something last year. She got too excited, and weird around me saying she is having a nausea, it was cute :) then in fall term she was trying to get my attention whole semester, she even literally chased me once. I have other girls interested as well, a lot of girls but I will get into a relationship since I can't make them all plates as they are friends.

The problem is this guy I met her through was also liking her, but she probably see him as a friend. He stopped talking to me right after that incidence. I find her attractive but the fact that I met her through him is .along me uncomfortable, besides they are still friends and I don't really like to see him or talk to him.

And last and most important thing, I never kissed a girl before. Yeah, she for sure thinks I am experienced and it will all be awkward. She will probably tell her friends, maybe to this guy too. I was like in a coma for years because of generalized anxiety disorder but now I realize girls really like me. ( Even a little too much? :) ) But I got very tense, I have no problem escalating and she is already interested but I know it will be awkward when I kiss her. I don't thing any of yours first kiss was good or even mediocre. It was mostly bad. Sex is possible, it's not that of a problem ( I never had sex before though ) but kissing is tensing me.