So I visited TRP after a "rejection" of sorts, that happened, today but I have no Idea on where to start reading.

Without further ado there is a girl I have been seeing for about a month(Know her since long ago) and a half I visit her here and then we have had some dates, on the previous one she tried to kiss me but she hesitated and called the situation awkward.

today she invited me over her place we saw a movie together and we were cuddling and suddenly she drops me this "you know that guy I went out to dinner with? Been seeing him for about two months" and she says this I felt like the guy in the movie cuddling with a girl but in the movie's case he was gay and I'm sure I'm not.

To sum it up: I'm new here no Idea where to start, why was it awkward for her when she tried to kiss me and then she hesitated; Why did she go out with me for so long if she already had a guy. this is what I'm trying to understand cause as I type this its 4 am and I'm completely dumbfounded on this issue.