So I have been a fan of the whole Red Pill thing for a while. I will start with this, this is going to be half a rant. I have had 3/4 of a bottle of 100 proof knob creek and a couple cigars, I am in my most confident mood, here comes what I have to say. If you want to skip the rant go to the third paragraph.

I am going to be straight up and honest here. I have been a long time lurker on r/TheRedPill. Look I have been acting like a blue pill loser all my life, I am 20 and never kissed a girl and had MANY more prospects than some of my less attractive friends. I have had miss America contestants come after me, women who were in the damn finals....and I turned them down, you already know why...because I am a fucking coward. Well no more, I am sick of this identity I have made for myself. Women tell me they admire my abstinence, but what the fuck has that got me? Nothing at all, I am no damn winner! So for fucks sake I am done! I am here to be a winner. In every other area of my life I DOMINATE, I always educate myself, improve my financial status, and take what I deserve! So why not women? Well if you ask I will tell you, but something tells me you already know, so ask if you want but for now here is my situation.

I received a text from this woman in one of my computer science classes, she is smart, and sexy, and I hope fun. She sent me a text when I was at the gym asking if I wanted to work with her on an assignment. Of course I tried to play it cool, as if she was kind of intruding but I was making time for her. I don't want to sound desperate....but I am (she does not need to know that). I want this to work and being a blue pill cuck has done fuck all for me. You have all been right, women don't want a damn white knight! So here is the question, how do I proceed? I have been blue pill all my life and I don't really know how to be red pill. I told her to meet me in the library tomorrow and if we don't finish the assignment we can go back to my place after I hit the gym and work on it there. Any advice is welcome, any questions are welcome, I am ready to make a change for the better but I need some sort of advice or guidance. I don't know what I am doing but I know what I want....I want her, this is an opportunity even if I fail...fuck it I will be better in the end. I need this.