So, as a little introduction about me, I have found and strived for my purpose for years now, I have a solid friend group, university is going fine and I have interesting hobbies to spend my time on. (Lifting included)

However, I sometimes get a really sudden and intense feeling of loneliness/melancholy at night, which I can't really attribute to anything. I don’t know how many of you will relate to this but I hope some of you get what I mean from your experiences, as it is something that’s difficult to put into words.

When this happens I usually try to aleviate the feeling by arranging dates or hookups, usually with girls much bellow my SMV because it’s easier. If the last minute logistics don’t work however (which they usually don’t) or I get rejected, I end up feeling even worse than before.

Do you guys relate to this? Any advise, criticism or input is appreciated.