So it has been about a month since I've swallowed trp. I've started to cut out the blue pill bullshit out of my life. I've started working out, nofap, holding frame, abundance mentality, also got rid off my oneitis and started to evaluate her as just another girl. I've been talking with multiple girls in a playful tone etc.

Now, a little background about me: - 18 yo. - 63 kgs (139 lbs) [SUPER THIN] - 178 cm (5'8) - Kissless virgin - No dates - Zero sexual experience with girls (the most far i've gone is kissing a girl on the neck as a goodbye - the most cringy encounter of my life - since i should've just kissed her) - All my friends have had some kind of experience I am the only one. - High school was a fucking nightmare where I was really lonely not only with girls but looking back I don't see real male friends either, just people I spent time with. - Really knowledgable in history, politics, economics. - Can speak 4 languages

I have some questions about TRP, girls and self-improvement in general.

  • After getting to know the pill and the sidebar, ex-oneitis' and two friends' behaviours have changed against me. I've caught these 2 "friends" gossiping and scheming by my back and I've confronted them about it while we 3 were alone. (I wouldn't have done it before trp) I got angry here and by the time I was talking two other girl students come in (one of them is the ex-oneitis) I slam the door and get out. These 2 are still trying to talk to me, go out with me etc. I'm still quite distanced against them since they haven't apoligized.

  • I've been treating ex-oneitis just like another girl. I'm not trying to open up conv. as I'd used to do. She is pretty shy so she doesn't aswell but, when I tease her, she says "I'm not talking to you.", "I'm angry with you." etc. Now I dont know if this is a shittest or not and I just carry on with the teasing and normal conv. but when I dont continue the conv. she doesnt continue it.

  • One of the guys I've confronted and oneitis disliked each other before. But their houses are close so they've been going back home together necessarily. And I had told this guy that I liked her before TRP. However nowadays, they've been jokingly hitting each other etc while I am around. (IDK what when I'm not present.) I act like I don't care about this when it happens barely moving. However it annoys me. (Before TRP, I had made some comments about never trusting women, and because of that some of my friends think that I'm jealous and such. And this guy has said "yo im stealing your girl" type of things in a jokey tone but still It annoys me.)

  • Other than that, I've been texting with a girl to whom I've acted really bluepill 2 years ago but I definetly gave her the message that I've changed. Now we've been texting back and forth etc. Then we finally set up a date (for this friday) . She agrees but flakes a few hours later. I just go on with a "ok np" after an hour she says "dont you want me to dine with you?" then i go back into teasing and inside jokes, and finally i said "You're meeting me this friday." She laughs but then nothing. I wait for 1.5 days and I've texted her back again. Response was flirty but she responds late. I dont know how to proceed.

  • I've also met another girl from school last week, and we've been talking and laughing. Building comfort level. 2 days earlier, she and 3 of her friends come and sit near me in library, and we went on joking and talking then suddenly they ask me whether I'm a niceguy or not and that I seem nice. Now, that moment I couldn't respond with a witty response and just went on with "No, not at all." Is this a shit test? Today I've invited her out for lunch but she was busy with a project so she said "why dont you order it and eat here?" I didnt accept it and went on with a friend. I think this one is the one I have the most chance with but as I've said I'm extremely inexperienced.

  • Another girl I've been talking with tells me about 3 guys hitting on her and taking her Instagram and/or number. As she tells me this I thought I was fzoned and a bit nervous inside. But I acted like I didn't care at all. And after this she seemed a bit upset.

  • I lack especially torso muscle. Could some experienced trpers here could give me advice?

Edit: I've also done lots of marketing and I'm good at it, but when it comes to regular conv. or flirting I mostly just act a bit cold and distanced. I've done lots of international exchange projects. I can be really relaxing and fun to be around but for me it seems hard to maintain it for a longer period of time. And since now, all the times I've acted like that I've been labeled as a niceguy, so I'm leaning to become a more distanced and cold person day by day even though I don't want it at all.

Excuse me for any English mistakes, not my maternal language.

Thanks in advance